Thursday, April 09, 2015

love
















what to call this murderous game
this poetry of a moth flying to flame
like a fanatic’s hunger in his book
fed by faith and hook or crook
like a suicide seeking a glistening vein
a bathtub brimming with bright red stain
like an echo in a mountainous range
at once familiar, at once strange
like booze, cocaine or any such drug
imbibed easily with barely a shrug
like a child showing off a new big word
something he’s sure you’ve never heard
like a recurrent old forever nightmare
that delights as much as it does scare
like birds to flight and fish to water
and sometimes also like goats to slaughter
we rush to each other broken and bruised
ready for using, ready to be used.

the repartee


frown looked at Smile and said
what’s that growing on your head?
bleak may be my sense of humor
isn’t that bump a malignant tumor
smile laughed aloud a hearty reply
gosh yes, true now that I could die
but long as I show the world my face
isn’t a grin better than a grimace?

ram cobain



sssh


this loud silence it grows like a wall
watered with pain, lonely and tall
it sits between us snug and close
so near you could poke it with your toes
it grins and laughs but doesn’t smile
like an old joke that’s guffawed a while
it speaks for us and says the wrong things
like an angel soaring on monster wings
this loud silence it grows like disease
chomping spitting as it does please
while we sit dead and dying to speak
it grins and laughs and makes us weak
it makes bad worse and worse more grim
like the last burnt match in a night so dim
gleefully it makes us want to be quiet
lest stupid good intent spark a riot
but at the big beautiful cost of being brave
or blind or desperate or even a knave
let me write you here these wistful words
not destined to be spoken or ever heard
that of all the things I ever wanted to do
was most to scream aloud: I love you

ram cobain

heavy


heavier than the iron in a gym
or a whale out for morning swim
heavier than a fat man on your toe
or a stalled car that must uphill go
heavier than a poor country’s debt
or its rich politician’s wallet
heavier than a trophy wife’s ring
or a black man’s big thick thing
Heavier than Joe Frazier’s glove
Or an imbecile slowly going “how?”
the heaviest heavy thing in town
is yes – the weight of your frown.

ram cobain

oh my god!


oh how ominous this warning sign
to say your god is better than mine
to ask a man to mend his ways
merely based on how he prays
to ask him to come back home
by the implore of broken bones
to decide for him what he can eat
and sharpen knives against holy meat
oh how ominous this warning sign
it faces you and you’re the one blind
to see your faith comes not from Him
but from an abyss more dark and dim
your faith comes from a faith in muscle
from violent victory in melee and tussle
now god may exist or exist he may not
but if he were to ever look at this rot
this cruel, unfair, pagan game
played out in his undefended name
this roll of death, rape, pain and plunder
of words and worlds ripped asunder
Would he smile, would be applaud
or would he shriek out, “Oh my god!”

ram cobain



naked


what words ought leave these lips
such that they feel like rain
like hungry happy honey sips
that drink away your pain

eager compliments I’ve tried
that gush like a river in spate
and also the odd surprise
and gestures that carry weight


next I’ve spoken with sense
the sense of a man who’s fair
but quite like a neighbor’s fence
it’s but only cut off our air

and I’ve even also kept mum
through repartees that jump and bay
but that’s made matters more glum
like I’d said all I had to say

but say I will here and now
and this here is my plea
I love you so much, my love
why don’t you, won’t you just see?

ram cobain

Wednesday, April 08, 2015

walk


how can it be wrong
we’ve ached this road so long
we’ve fought and cried
kissed and sighed
we know each other so well
so i know what you’ll tell
you’ll say, “forget me”
the road’s broken, you see
yes, we feel nice
like a birthday surprise
yes, we both care
but our steps are leading us nowhere
there’s nothing’s ahead
the track’s long dead
it was lost before we walked
empty before we talked
the shine was just a gleam
a sliver of a dream
so we must leave
before either of us believe
that we could be together
for now and forever.

ram cobain



Wednesday, March 19, 2014

dig deeper


dig deeper within
below sinew and skin
below layers of despair
and what’s fair and unfair
dig deeper within
beyond loss and win
beyond ache and hurt
and what’s now only dirt
dig deeper within
beneath good and sin
beneath wrong and right
and what’s the darkest night
yes dig, dig deeper within
till you find your twin
the one who is steel –
– he who needn’t be healed.

ram cobain




Friday, February 28, 2014

with supreme contempt

True I was once a homophobe
raised on tales of men in priestly robes
and by my own lack of common sense
but then it is verily my only defense
that when to such beliefs I clung
I was as naïve as I was young
but time set my ideas straight
love is love and that’s what’s great
but what to say of these gentlemen
and the poison in their pens
when you’re as educated as you’re old
what’s the excuse for a heart so cold?
for it’s bad enough to bear a grudge
but so much worse to maim and judge.

ram cobain

Thursday, February 20, 2014

rise

you drag your feet
like the day dragged you
wearing defeat
and black and blue
the flesh is cold
the bones they ache
the heart is old
the spirit is fake
how beautiful it’d be
to lie down for an age
to be for ever free
of battles left to wage
but through the ghastly gloom
and the dark of it all
here in this very room
something shows gall
a shaft of sunlight peeps
sinewy golden strong
courage floods in seeps
to whom does it belong?
ignoring the million cares
and the familiar million sighs
the morning brazen dares.
How will you reply?

ram cobain

Thursday, February 06, 2014

un-exist

 
in the world of living
woe the living ghouls
with their loud plastic smiles
and their silent howls

ram cobain

Thursday, July 18, 2013

from your father


what would I like to tell my son
the apple of my eye and not yet one
there are many things so let me begin
first; to be happy, my boy, is to win
know the world is not a fair place
but let that not change your ways
believe in good when good eludes you
also that sorrow is just a point of view
sometimes even the sun may not be bright
but it’s ok to know fear but not fright
it’s also ok to fall and ok to cry
and getting up may take more than a try
back yourself and strength you will find
not from muscle but from your mind
falling in love is easy, so is breaking a heart
don’t stop one, the other don’t start
save your money but invest in friends
they last longer than stock market trends
don’t drink much but do try one beer
or maybe two if you have another near
always be kind and without excuse
for it’s not you walking in their shoes
remember - saying sorry is not for the meek
(just don’t say it week after week)
be proud of your brains but take pride in your sweat
for hard work dazzles more than intellect
honesty isn't easy and it’s easier to bluff
but integrity is what makes a man tough
be a man of peace but game for a fight
brave for what you believe to be right
never stop caring, never grow cold
because to stop feeling is to grow old
give everything your everything, that is all
the long and long of this poem tall
and last; to be happy, my boy, is to win
so crank up that smile and make it a grin

ram cobain

hero

the toughest thing is to smile
while somehow suppressing the bile.

ram cobain

fact


woe whispered in my ear
use my hand and wipe that tear
true she loved, laughed and then she left
you bruised, broken, betrayed, bereft
but compare this to the tragedy
what if there were never a she

ram cobain

Friday, December 21, 2012

wimp


to tower over a crouching girl
and pass her around in an ugly twirl
hand to hand in a stranger’s love
smiling as her eyes beg how
to blame it on her choice of dress
or how her lipstick shrieked yes
to call her a bitch and a whore
(see, she walked out of a pub’s door)
to fault it on her easy dance
or a casual sideways glance
to seize in God-given goddamn right
endorsed by bravado and by fright
to have her like a free Happy meal
eaten, burped, hey no big deal
to then beat the shell that she is
(what's a date without a goodnight kiss?)
is the sickest crime in the land
and no, not what it means to be a man.

ram cobain

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

you

somewhere a little child moves
prettier than a ballerina’s shoes
and what he lacks in easy grace
he makes up by the look on their face
these months have been such a blur
they know not even if he’s a her
starting from a moment of choice
that’s part decision, more surprise
for in the throes of sweet surrender
of an eternity way too tender
as they lie back and they sigh
the heavens conspire his first cry
and so the days quickly roll on
with each sunrise reality dawns
what was two between me and you
in a caress of limbs so swiftly grew
it shows up in a widening of waist
and a phantasmagoria of taste
sweet now, sour then, this longing for food
the husband a marionette of her mood
but truly it’s tougher on the wife
she carries complicity and also life
she is the one who must face the stare
and the breakfast that her throat does bare
hers is the body that swims and swells
that stays silent and even then tells
she is the one who quits ambition
career, growth and lofty vision
but he too is caught in a spider’s tease
where the webs of work never cease
aware thus he is of his human debt
to a blood born from his animal sweat
but in these tales of twin torment
like a rainbow that’s always bent
is a truth that’s as old as it is new
dear son, or daughter – we love you.

ram & gayatri cobain

Thursday, August 09, 2012

Sshhh


there is a fear that I alone know
that hugs me tightly as I go
it’s with me when I blink an eye
and also when I scream out why
I caress it in under the happy sun
we snuggle when the day’s all done
I hide it well with an easy smile
that hurts when it lingers a while
and so we dance this daily dance
like lovers frozen in college romance
but through this macabre pantomime
of inhales, exhales and surviving time
and asking why it should be so wrong
I emerge braver, a little more strong

ram cobain

Thursday, July 08, 2010

stature

the small man always knew
big he could never be
and no matter how much he grew
up is all he would see

ram cobain

Friday, June 11, 2010

the underdog

He looks at the loyal baying crowd
Screaming another’s name aloud
As he smiles at this ugly beautiful game
And how they’ll soon be chanting his name

ram cobain

Tuesday, June 01, 2010

becoming

fear seeped fast up his knees
like a happy hopeful hungry disease
his palms began to sweat and pour
like a monster’s drool from a childhood lore
his lips felt dry like a mummy’s parched
fettered in once-white bandages starched
his head began to wobble and sway
like a heathen just learning how to pray
his heart clenched till no breath dare leave
like one who has loved and lost (and now must grieve)
so he smiled and laughed like a man who must fail
and stood tall and brave and became the tale

ram cobain

Monday, March 01, 2010

no

the world it asked of every man
i’d rather you kneel than try to stand
and so we fell with one silent voice
shoulders sunk in hopeless choice
till we raised our eyes and gazed
at a sight that left us half crazed
there he stood not on his knees
his head lost somewhere in the trees
he fixed the world in a steely stare
that twinkled like only a boy’s could dare
and then he raised a willow bold
and wrote a story forever told

ram cobain
saaaaachin sachin

Saturday, February 06, 2010

empathy

if only the twain could ever see
it's the same for you or me
no word as beautiful could ever be
hey it even rhymes with 'we'

ram cobain

Saturday, December 05, 2009

please

night gives up to blue skies gay
but still the monsters won’t go away.

ram cobain

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

promises

the inkpot uneasy, quietly stirred
as the lover wrote a false word

ram cobain

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

the edge

the barber picks up his trusted blade
like a man in another trade
he looks long at the gleaming steel
but his is a slip of destiny’s wheel
so he gently dips the tip in water
and merely dreams of scarlet slaughter

ram cobain

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

no and yes

my heart yells go slow
this path is one you know
then another voice dares say
wasn’t that yesterday?

ram cobain

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

vox populi

self doubt spoke aloud
while conviction whispered
so one gathered a crowd
and the other wasn't heard.

ram cobain

Friday, April 25, 2008

last writes

my love took a razor blade
and sliced till all began to fade
then it walked into a dirty noose
choked grimy from multiple use
next like a child’s sweet tooth whim
it swallowed pills till all did swim
then it held its breath never to exhale
even when all turned bluish pale
last it took a shotgun to its head
and still somehow never fell dead
so it began to greedily see
a little mirage called you and me
but it was just love again being blind
to words and acts and reality unkind
but the stupider bit that gets my goat
is that it never tried a suicide note.

ram cobain

Saturday, February 16, 2008

what goes around, comes a round

life, if you were to meet me
in a cold dimly lit alley
I’d dance on my toes
punch you on the nose
and ask how does it feel
to hurt and never heal.

ram cobain

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

yes

when the applause dies
and with it the critics’ cries
when stadiums taught to riot
fall forlorn, empty, quiet
when the walk feels alone
and mute stares the phone
when trophies lose their gold
and 16 feels very old
when the willow lifts too heavy
like a tax too unfair to levy
when fresh sinews dare
to try be worthy of compare
when the world starts to forget
its eternal crushing debt
when a new age asks who
and pray what did he do?
when hundreds seem to fade to zero
you will then, as now, be my hero.

ram cobain
saaaaachin sachin

(coincidentally - or divinely - my 100th poem on this blog!)

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

adios amigo

sometimes the end
feels like a friend.

ram cobain

Monday, October 08, 2007

judas

hope is but a lengthier noose
that swiftly tightens while feeling loose.

ram cobain

Saturday, September 01, 2007

un-scab

sweet is the pain we shyly feel
of wounds old, too fresh to heal.

ram cobain

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

superiority complex

the imbecile asked the fool
where he went to school.

ram cobain
dark thoughts

does night ever feel scared
and dream chilly nightmares
does it wish for a small light
to brighten away its fright
does it worry about strange knocks
and ticking of familiar clocks
does its very black blood sap
at the dripping of a leaky tap
does it ever feel painfully alone
when it hears the wind moan
does it break into a cold sweat
over the howl of a stray pet
does it say a devout hymn
against the flicker of shadows dim
does it clutch its pillow and weep
as it begs and cries for sleep
truly, does night ever say
I’m happy, here comes day.

ram cobain
will I…

will I be famous
as a writer someday
or will I remembered
as an orator who had his say
will I make it as a teacher
learned and worldly wise
or will I be a prodigy
and leave the masters surprised
will I be a doctor
god’s gift to the sick
or will I be a porn star
famous for my 12” dick
will I be a philanthrope
a generous soul indeed
or will I be a tycoon
untiring in my greed
but truth be told
I’m perfectly happy
for it takes a bit of them all
to make humble me

ram cobain
the last time

when was the last time
you wrote a silly rhyme
washed your own car
played air guitar
didn’t act your age
re-read a page
let the phone ring
smiled good morning
said a chain joke
let the sun soak
wore a crumpled shirt
admitted that it hurt?

ram cobain

Friday, August 17, 2007

double dying

the poem ran away
and hid under a chair
and try as I may
I couldn’t reach there
I called out to ma
why and woe that she
went all aha ha ha
all over me.

ram cobain

Sunday, August 12, 2007

the reaper reaps

Death woke up different one day
stared into the mirror in dismay
for like an insomniac who daily tries
there were big bags under his eyes
and then his cheeks began to shrink
brittle blue from baby pink
he fearfully touched his vanishing hair
and the shiny skull spots birthing there
new wrinkle lines speedily cut in
like a familiar scythe ripping through skin
his proud pearly whites next fell loose
brown and useless like yesterday’s news
now his eyesight dimmed and blurred
like two spoonfuls of cataract stirred
maybe he heard a laugh but he wasn’t sure
with eardrums broken beyond cure
like an emperor bowed without a crown
his knees gave way and he crumpled down
and like a shower of sudden summer rain
his trousers burst into yuck yellow stain
as his chest started to rattle, splutter and give
he shrieked but gasped, “I want to live.”

ram cobain

Thursday, August 09, 2007

ask

I can feed my wrist to blade
make my marker rainbow fade
stamp out glory with my own feet
make my iron hands fold in defeat
I can dream a wizening nightmare
make my skeleton cupboard bare
plot my splatter-glorious fall
make skull tattoos on the wall
I can wage a suicidal fight
gloat happily over my fatal plight
swallow my god and then betray
make my enemy have his say
I can puncture my one life boat
make my breath from seeking float
aim my neck towards the noose
make my wins to make me lose
I can act against my will
make hypocrisy have its belchy fill
tear a historic childhood snap
make best friends feel a stranger’s gap
I can do this and please more
make tears from blue skies pour
if only I could make you bless
make you, yes you say a yes.

ram cobain
one for the road

hunk
punk
monk
chunk
dunk
sunk
bunk
funk
junk
skunk
drunk.

ram cobain

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

silent witness

glorious, stoic, discreet sun
if you were to loosen your tongue
what stories would you care to tell
about mice and men and heaven and hell?

ram cobain

Thursday, July 26, 2007

rhetoric

to give the devil his due
yes, the moron did argue
and with voice, affected, cool
asked if he was a fool

ram cobain
agony

the toughest of things ever to be
is asking you out for coffee.

ram cobain

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

alcatraz





the fool thought he broke the fetters
as he made a pyre of her letters
but life gloats that he's not free
for how do you burn a memory?


ram cobain


(Pic courtesy vchal and Istockphoto.com)
violent revolution

surprisingly, after tea
the brain yells “yippee!”
the stomach rumbles loud
says, son, I’ll do you proud
hear today as I foretell
a tale of heaven in hell
gone is the dreary drought
long, tiring, hard fought
today after the slaughter
you’ll need extra water
today after the dirty deed
all prisoners shall be freed
today in one explosive display
you’ll celebrate independence day
today after the bloodless coup
you’ll never want to poop
today after the pitiless plunder
you’ll be weary in wonder
so pre-grab the toilet paper
lest you lose it in the vapour
now run, take the digi-cam
to record the breaking of the dam
hark, quick, clutch the rear
see, the undie trembles in fear
go with authority and aplomb
go brave, go drop the bomb.

ram cobain
mom’s the word

mother, what would you say
if you read my blog today
would you scream out aloud
and gather a small crowd
would your hands, so used to clap
raise towards me in a slap
would you pull out your hair
especially as mine isn’t there
would you in horrified dismay
sit down before our god and pray
would you gasp and wonder
was it education or was it a blunder
would these scribbles of mine
bring to mouth all that you dined
would those diamond tears fall
at the sight of my cheap scrawls
would you, desperate, call out for dad
and would he similarly, feel as bad
would my rhymes not make you laugh
but choke and cut your voice in half
would you mourn what I’ve done
or say, that poet, he’s my son.

ram cobain

Sunday, July 22, 2007

abracadabra

in the fender smashing bone
in the unanswered phone
in the blade that cuts slow
in the moment that must go
in the lonely public defeat
in the enemy smiling in greet
in the hero who must die
in the child who mustn’t cry
in the mother who must choose
in the father who must lose
in the friend who must fall
in the god who looks like a wall
in the needle finding vein
yes, there’s magic in pain.

ram cobain

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

torture

nothing more painful to endure
than an idiot who is insecure.

ram cobain

Thursday, July 12, 2007

to sita

oh world, cruel place
seconds last for days
days pass like years
water tastes like tears
the sky, eternal blue
deftly hides all clue
the grass, soft, green
covers all it has seen
birds and beasts graze
like fine forgotten days
can nothing change
yet everything feel strange
they say I must be brave
lead, protect and save
so the body lives
fights and forgives
but this war inside
like the Ganges in tide
swirls cold and burns
like inquisitors taking turns
will I break, must I bend
before this hide-n-seek ends
these eyes grow old
the spirit less bold
sweet dearest, you’re late
ram passes away as he waits
oh where are you
what do I do?

ram

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

not again!

woe, dismay
It’s a bad hair day

ram cobain

Monday, July 09, 2007

appetizer

if words could bite
would you still write?

ram cobain
happiness

it’s a friend who never shows he cares
yet whose face in the mirror stares
a mother who scolds but whose lap brings
sleep and dreams with gossamer wings
a book that was written in another age
but which takes you there with every page
an ice-cream cone in hot summer sun
that only melts when the day is done
an innings from a champion past
played only for you from beginning to last
a kiss that makes you weak in the knees
and shows you where heaven must be
a guitar note that lunges and lingers
like the memory voice of your favourite singer
a god who comes good when you need
whose stone ears hear you when you plead
this is what happiness means to me
sweet like the world that newborns see.

ram cobain

Saturday, July 07, 2007

first rain

wet kisses on cracked cheeks
like the first word an infant speaks
soothing, like a mother’s hand
you make me whole, make me land.

ram cobain
loneliness

the clock stares
in silent compare
like siamese twins
we’re alike, it grins
I’m you, you’re me
and two’s company.

ram cobain

Saturday, June 16, 2007

finally

today I danced like me
today I let yesterday be.

ram cobain
scream

for god’s sake
the mask aches.

ram cobain

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

old age

cracks line the wall
the vessel gathers rust
the tree stoops to fall
the floor breathes its dust
the telly talks aloud
the radio blares a song
the sofa yearns a crowd
the chair rocks along
the phone waits and waits
the doorbell holds its tongue
the clock ticks never late
a photograph remains young.

ram cobain

Monday, May 21, 2007

vocabulary

there was once a man
who never heard the word ‘can’
he didn’t know what it meant
by either design or accident
in seriousness or wit
he never used it
as a child it was “a for ant”
(and yes “c for can’t”)
and when he read the dictionary
it filled him with worry
for ‘can’ stared back at him
like a verbose writer’s whim
and quite oft he was heard
saying “can is only a word”
very nondescript he was
with very nondescript flaws
and like a sorcerer’s cloning spell
he looked like everyone else
but still everyone could see
that that man isn’t me.

ram cobain

Friday, May 18, 2007

civilization

the monkey
found poetry

ram cobain

Monday, May 14, 2007

icarus

why do great men fall
from splendid ivory thrones
when they could stand tall
on lesser mortal bones
heroes they could be
legends than men too
instead they decree
to be like me or you.

ram cobain

Monday, April 16, 2007

wallpaper

do you have to die
to commit suicide
because everyday I see
the dead on their feet.

ram cobain
the end of ego

the black and the white
the corrupt and the upright
the spender and the miser
the fool and the wiser
the atheist and the evangelist
the weakling and the fist
the lover and the cheat
the winner and the defeat
the rich and the needy
the genteel and the seedy
the arrived and the lost
the servant and the boss
the classy and the gaudy
the star and the nobody
the crier and the clown
the villager and the town
the critic and the fan
the mouse and the man
daily meet the twain
as faeces in the drain.

ram cobain
the jig

today I danced
in my head
because your glance
told me yes.

ram cobain

Thursday, March 15, 2007

heresy

blasphemy, sacrilege
woe that I should
realize the carpenter’s son
got nailed to wood.

ram cobain

Thursday, March 08, 2007

amen

If god were a betting man
he’d put his last buck on me
and even if you weren’t my fan
i think you'd have to agree.

ram cobain
frankly speaking

believe me when I say
“I love you” today
but how am I to know
i'd feel the same, tomorrow?

ram cobain

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

h.v.d.

oh beautiful unseen face
here’s a warm embrace
here’s an animal bear hug
here’s a clinky beer glug
here’s a hand ruffling hair
here’s a lingering stare
here’s an unbought gift
here’s an untaken lift
here’s an unborn starry night
here’s an unformed love bite
here’s to you, here’s to me
here’s to us, here’s to we
here’s to what I’d like to say
happy valentine’s day.

ram cobain



Monday, February 12, 2007

the socialite

she smells of Yardley
and broken dreams
of stale Sundays
and old Jim Beams
of mascara tears
and trophy smiles
of botox rears
and chipped nail files
of flashbulb wrinkles
and derby catwalks
of dollar note crinkles
and Gucci talks
of public loves
and private cries
of page 3 wows
and the perfect disguise.

ram cobain

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

quite an apology

oh, for a new poem to write
for another fan to delight
but on what, I haven’t a clue
so let me say, sorry to you.

:-)

ram cobain

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

come

standing, falling
tumbling, calling
wishing, yearning
breathing, burning
crying, bleeding
praying, pleading
hurting, curing
feeling, enduring
hearing, hoping
dying, coping
finding, losing
being used and using
as I wait for you.

ram cobain

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

for vibgyor

in b/w movies
how did they show
the true beauty
of a rainbow?

ram cobain

Monday, January 22, 2007

slivers of me

a long swallow of summer beer
curtains opening to holiday cheer
sun washed in sweet june rain
a bathroom mirror that’s just as vain
a friend who answers on first ring
bravado only a mom’s lap can bring
a book that hugs on every page
a raise above the minimum wage
music that makes the ears worthwhile
a monday morning that wakes with a smile
a love that stays lovely forever
a gut feeling that never says never
a pillow that always looks rested
a will that never looks bested
a dream that touches the fingers
a yesterday that today does linger
a hero who battles mortal awe
an intelligence that asks a how
a god who must again deliver
these are but a few slivers
of blood, bone and what must be
slivers, slivers of what make me.

ram cobain

Monday, December 04, 2006

sweet surprise

I read an awesome poem today
I simply loved what it had to say
and when I looked up the poet’s name
I found he and I were the same.

ram cobain

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

dedicated to that beautiful moment when things...
snap

deep inside a head
a white turns to red
a new anger opens its eyes
an old person bids goodbye
a love kills a love
a tomorrow expires now
a friend betrays a friend
a street searches a dead end
a hero falls down
a thorn climbs a crown
a breast disowns its milk
a cocoon fails its silk
a peace curdles violent
a god watches silent
an angel takes a nap
as normal starts to snap

ram cobain

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

adios

like an iron tear on a windowpane
stuck, silent, spent in vain
like a swirling sea to a paper boat
cruel, casual to drown or float
like foetal sigh yet to be born
imagined, conceived, long forgone
like a dream drawn on gossamer sheets
crinkled, creased, crushed in defeat
like a promise quivering on a tongue
unsaid, unheard, very unsung
like prayer awaiting a stone god
futile, foolish, very flawed
like hope falling in first love again
tragic, suicidal, sweetly insane
like metaphors, similes or clever word plays
like a million repeat attempts to say
but no matter how hard I ever try
I’ll never be able to bid goodbye.

ram cobain

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

last but not the least

glittering diamonds
and silicon blondes
mafiasque funds
and magic wands
nothing compares
in the end
to you, sweet, rare
my best friend.

ram cobain
like you, like me

everybody needs some love
a little bit then and all of now
everybody needs to be told
you may be graying but not old
everybody needs to be said
that you’re okay in the head
everybody needs to know
you’ll be there tomorrow
everybody needs to touched
by the littles rather than the much
everybody needs to feel
the power a hug can wield
everybody needs to see
I’m like you, you’re like me.

ram cobain